High Desert COVID Lockdown article by Jeremy Strohmeyer

Deadly Serious Lockdowns Under Cover of COVID at High Desert

State Prison in Southern Nevada

By Jeremy Strohmeyer, January 26, 2022

Click.  The guard in the control bubble has hit the button to close my cell door, a solid steel door with a small window in it.  BANG!  The cell door slams shut with a rattle, locking me in my tiny bathroom of a cell.  The date was March 18, 2020.  I did not realize that door shutting me in my cell signaled I would never hug or kiss my wife again, never hold her hand again, never have any physical contact with any of my family or friends again, never see or hug my cousin again before he died of cancer (even though I had visited with him regularly up until that point).  That was the door shutting on my marriage.  That was the door shutting on any access to the courts, on medical treatment of any kind, on any rights established by centuries of law and struggle by countless prisoners preceding me.

        I am one of approximately 3,500 inmates incarcerated here at High Desert State Prison (“HDSP”), the largest prison in Nevada, and my experiences the past two years are representative of pretty much every inmate here, with some minor variations.  COVID has provided a cover under which dictators, autocrats, and bureaucrats alike have been allowed to act with impunity, inflicting pain and damage on countless human beings while publicly stating that their actions are in the name of “safety and security” for the benefit and welfare of the very populace they are repressing and killing.  Warden Calvin Johnsen here at HDSP, with the backing and support of Nevada Department of Corrections (“NDOC”) Directors Charles Daniels and Governor Steve Sisolak, have done exactly that.

        The administration here at HDSP has used the cover of COVID and “safety and security” to reduce and eliminate rights and privileges for all inmates here for over two years now, acting with impunity because there is no oversight or accountability.  Despite our living in a democracy, the rule of law has been suspended without notice or fanfare.  I guess it makes sense, because who really cares what happens to prisoners when the whole world is burning, right?  Even after all these centuries, people have still not figured out that the way a society treats its most vulnerable populations is how the whole of that society will be treated by its government at some point.  Turn a blind eye to the abuses inflicted on prisoners and so too shall others turn a blind eye when the government inflicts the same abuses on you.

        NDOC spends hundreds of millions of dollars of Nevada taxpayers’ money every two years, representing to the public and legislature that they are spending that money on safe, humane treatment of prisoners while rehabilitating them.  In fact, NDOC gives lip service to a mission statement espousing those ideals, lying about what they are actually doing, then expending endless resources (in collaboration with the Nevada Attorney General) to hide and cover up their lies and inhumane treatment of prisoners.  Sadly, I suspect that the entropy I will describe in this reporting is happening in prisons across the country.

        I am a “level one” inmate assigned to work in prison industries (“PI”), with level one being the place where you are supposed to be given the most privileges in exchange for following all the rules and working as a slave for the state’s profit – basically, a “model inmate.”  I am housed in a 10’ x 13’ cell with another inmate, with a toilet and sink.  Basically, I live in a small bathroom with another grown man.  When I first came to this level one unit, I was allowed out of my cell for tier time for over ten hours a day – allowed to socialize with other inmates, call family and friends as much as I wanted, shower as often as I wanted, and cook food in the microwave.  I also had an hour of yard every day, weekly contact visits, law library, gym, unlimited canteen, and access to medical care.

        When COVID hit, HDSP Administration (“Admin”) immediately shut down visiting and locked the whole prison down, under the guise of protecting us all from COVID.  Suddenly I was locked in my cell with my celly 24/7, let out for only 15 minutes for a shower once every three days.  Meanwhile, no guards were wearing any masks, nor were the inmate porters that served food to us in our cells with the guards.  All of a sudden, I was locked in my cell 24/7 without any visits, yard, law library, gym or canteen.  Like most prisoners, the loss of things such as contact visits, yard, gym, law library, phone calls and canteen are punishments inflicted on inmates here for violating the rules, and those punishments are not supposed to be inflicted until due process is given.  Well, COVID has killed due process and prison officials have taken away all those privileges and rights for everyone here at HDSP.

        It has already been well established that keeping inmates locked in their cells – whether by themselves or with a cellmate – 24/7 for extended periods of time invariably increases violence and mental illness amongst the inmate population, putting the safety of both inmates and guards in jeopardy.  Prior to COVID, violence was the exception here at HDSP – stabbings were rare, and murders and suicides even more rare.  The extended mass lockdowns here at HDSP have increased violence exponentially.  I keep my ears to the ground, and guards tell me what’s happening because they know they’ll stay anonymous.  While I acquire a lot of information, I’m still isolated, and so the numbers reported here are likely lower than the actual numbers.

        The COVID lockdown began on March 18, 2020.  The violence began in earnest on August 24, 2020.  Since 8/24/20, there have been at least 10 stabbings, 6 murders, 8 staff assaults, 2 flights for life, 2 assaults where the victims were stomped out, 1 riot, 1 suicide, and 1 attempted suicide.  Like I said: those numbers are on the low end of the scale, and the actual numbers are definitely higher.  Those numbers represent an exponential increase over the number of violent incidents here at HDSP in the years prior to these lockdowns instituted under the guise of “safety and security” and “protection from COVID.”  Based on my previous observations and what I’ve been told by various staff members, the violence of the past 18 months exceeds the total combined violence in the ten years prior.  You could literally create a graph showing that as time locked in cells increases, violence increases.  Prison officials are well aware of this.  I’m not even mentioning the multiple deaths in here from lack of medical care while being locked in a cell the majority of the time.

        I hear some of you out there saying, “But, hey, if the lockdown measures prevented the spread of COVID in there, that saved countless lives that would have been lost to COVID; and the murders, suicides and medical deaths are less than what the COVID deaths would have been.”  Ah, if only shutting down visiting and everything else for inmates, and locking everyone in their cells, had prevented the spread of COVID in here.  It didn’t.  “Why not?” you ask.  Well, let me tell you.

From the start of the COVID lockdown on 3/18/20 until 12/21/20, I was sent to work in a warehouse in close contact with over 100 other inmates (at some point around 180 other inmates) for a full 9-hour shift 68 times (68 days of that 8 ½ month period).  In the past two years I have been given soap and/or cleaning supplies for my cell maybe 10 times (and that’s a liberal estimate).  There has been zero enforcement of mask wearing by guards in the past two years, and I would say 90% of guards wear their masks improperly, or don’t wear a mask at all, 90% of the time.  There is occasional enforcement of mask-wearing on inmates, but that totals out to maybe 5% of the time the past two years.  In 2021, I was sent to work under the same conditions as 2020 for 119 days of the year.  Yet when I wasn’t at work, I was locked in my cell most of the time.  My job, by the way, is processing used casino playing cards for resale in retail outlets for the profit of the state.  How does sending me to work, but then locking me in my cell the rest of the time, make sense to protect me from COVID?  It doesn’t.  That’s why the endless lockdowns are not about protecting from COVID, but about letting guards and admin sit on their collective asses all day every day while doing nothing and collecting fat paychecks for their effort.

        In the past years, I have submitted at least 6 medical kites for medical, dental, and vision treatment (four of those kites were related to COVID).  I have been seen by a medical professional in response to my kites zero times.  I have received only one kite back with a response, and that response was from dental stating they don’t provide dental care. 

        Even when locked in my cell, guards would come on the tier with four inmate porters and a barber (5 out of 56 inmates on my tier) with none of them wearing masks and all of them closely interacting with each other.  Then the porters and barber would run around, talking to all the other inmates locked in their cells through the cracks in the sides of their doors.  Definitely no protection from COVID there.

        While I was locked in my cell for the majority of the past two years, supposedly to protect me from COVID, admin made sure to have an employee appreciation week with all staff being served finger foods in the gym from 10/26/20 – 11/1/20.  Nachos, chicken, popcorn and root beer floats.  Meanwhile, I’m locked in my cell without visits, yard, law library, or access to a phone to call my loved ones.  On 11/17/20, the guards shut off 4 of the 7 showers on my tier (and did the same on all the other tiers) “to protect from COVID,” turning them back on about a month later.  On 12/1/20, 12 senior guards met with the Director, they all played basketball together.  Somebody there had COVID, infecting the others, then all came to work in various units at HDSP and there was a huge COVID outbreak here.

        Meanwhile, a week later, about 50 inmates (out of 336) in my unit got called out of their cells together to be piss tested.  Guards were being given COVID tests on the first day of their shift for the week but weren’t getting the results until a week later.  My boss at work tested positive for COVID on 12/14/20, then about 120 of us inmates spent 5 full days working with him.  After those five days, once we all had COVID, we were confined to our cells to suffer alone.  I was sick for two weeks and almost died in my cell because all my requests to nurses for medical care were ignored.  On 12/30/20, they tested us for COVID, and most of us tested positive.  On 1/12/21, I was given my first N-95 mask.

        I got my J&J vaccination on 4/26/21.  Admin still kept us all locked down but made sure to have another week of all staff going to the gym to get nachos all week from 5/2/21 to 5/9/21 to show appreciation for keeping all of us inmates locked in our cells to die in there, cut off from our families and friends.  In October of 2021, Delta variant washed through here.  When Delta variant washed through, admin made sure to have a chili cook off contest in the gym for all staff.  Meanwhile, I put in a medical kite to get my COVID vaccine booster on 12/15/21 and never got a response.

        The most insidious part of this farcical Shakespearean tragedy is how admin gave us a few hours of tier a day for a few months and called that the “new normal” so they effectively used COVID as the cover to keep us all locked in our cells most of every day.  They obviously have every intention of keeping it this way after the threat of COVID has passed.  Of course, that schedule of being out for a few hours a day didn’t last long before we were all fully locked down again.  At the end of December 2021, Omicron washed through here.  So, Admin shut down visiting again (even though there’s zero physical contact, plexiglass shields between visitors, visiting recently was the one spot in the prison where mask-wearing was enforced more than 50% of the time, and all visitors are rapid-tested for COVID before entering the prison: thus, guaranteeing the likelihood that it was prison staff who brought Omicron in here, not any visitors).  That was January 6, 2022, the same day we were confined to our cells 24/7 again, being let out for only 30 minutes once every three days.

        As of 1/10/22, NDOC reported that 76% of staff and 67% of inmates are now vaccinated against COVID.  When asked, on 1/17/22, why we have remained fully locked down far beyond the recommended quarantine period – and often we had all been tested for COVID on 1/10/22 and presumably tested negative since no medical staff ever came back to provide any results or medical treatment – a guard responded that admin had given no official reason, but it was COVID staff shortage, and because admin can.  He said guards have repeatedly brought it up at meetings with admin that these lockdowns are creating an unsafe environment here, but admin doesn’t care.

        I have now been confined to my cell 24/7 (except for that 30 minutes on the tier once every 3 days) for 20 days, subjected to worse than hole time (you at least get yard in the hole).  That’s pretty much how much of the past two years has gone.  Since that guard mentioned staff shortage, let’s analyze that.

        Before COVID, my unit of 336 inmates would be out on the tiers of each of the pods, all at the same time, all day everyday (locking down just for regular counts).  Because these units were built with six separate pods closed off from each other, all branching out from a single central control bubble, with multiple surveillance cameras covering every angle in each pod (i.e. panopticon), the unit was easily and safely managed with one guard in the bubble and two guards on the floor (a total of 3 guards.  Not to mention the fact that the unit I’m in is a level one worker’s unit where everyone is a “model inmate,” and no serious violence has ever occurred.  In spite of those facts, admin added a fourth guard (effectively raising costs by 25%) to every unit around 6/17/20, supposedly because they were afraid of rioting, even though they were letting out only small groups of inmates at a time for only one hour a day.  Meanwhile, hundreds of inmates were being sent to PI, with its multitude of available potential weapons, with only one guard supervising.  Talk about irrational.  It should be noted that the one guard in PI has never had a problem supervising all those inmates in that environment.

        When COVID first hit in March 2020, admin gave every guard two weeks or more of paid leave to stay at home.  Then admin paid huge amounts of overtime (at 50% to 100% increase over regular wages) to guards to cover for the staffing shortage admin itself had created.  The guards would swap back and forth between paid leave at home and overtime.  Guards are making anywhere from $40,000 to $150,000 a year, and Administrators are making $125,000 to $200,000 a year, all safely ensconced in little offices with internet access where they do as they please without any supervision, oversight, or accountability.  Meanwhile, 3,500 inmates rot and wither away in cells they can never get out of.  Many guards get rich off the overtime handed out by admin, then quit or just didn’t show up for six months while getting paid with sick time and vacation time.  At one point, admin handed out more overtime in one month than was typically handed out over the course of a whole year.  Nevada taxpayers are paying a fortune to enrich hundreds of prison officials for treating thousands of inmates inhumanely, worse than animals.  Most of these inmates have been – or will be – released into the community.

        As I write this, I can look out my window to see an empty yard with nobody on it.  I can look out the window in my cell door to see part of an empty tier.  The yard and tiers have remained empty for most of the past two years, much of that time remaining empty 24 hours a day, except when guards and porters come on the tier to feed everyone in their cells – a few minutes in the morning, and a few minutes in the evening – and when porters were allowed to stay out for tier time on their own while everyone else stayed locked in their cells.  So, whereas 3 guards used to be paid to watch 336 inmates on tier, yard, etc., now admin pays 4 guards to watch empty tiers and yards.  The guards don’t actually watch the tier or yard, though: they spend their 8-hour shifts hanging out in climate-controlled offices and surfing the internet.

        In 2016, the US Department of Justice sent out a report defining lockdown cells in Nevada as “restrictive housing,” which they defined, generally, as placement in a locked room or cell, whether alone or with another inmate, unable to leave the room or cell for the vast majority of the day, typically 22 hours or more.  The DOJ said that restrictive housing “should be used rarely…When applied without regard to basic standards of decency, restrictive housing can cause serious, long-lasting harm.  It is the responsibility of all governments to ensure that this practice is used only as necessary – and never as a default solution.”(1)  In the same year, Nevada was given funding to reduce the use of restrictive housing in the State’s prisons and jails.(2)

        In February 2017, the ACLU of Nevada, Solitary Watch, and Nevada Disability Advocacy Law Center released a report, “Unlocking Solitary Confinement,” that detailed the conditions – and the harmful effects – of restrictive housing in NDOC.  In 2017, the Nevada Legislature enacted NRS 209.369, Limitation on Imposition of Disciplinary Segregation, to ensure that arbitrary and capricious imposition of restrictive housing – like that which all HDSP inmates have been subjected to the past two years – no longer occurred.  In September 2019, the Vera Institute of Justice released “The Safe Alternative to Segregation Initiative: Findings, Recommendations, and Reforms for the Nevada Department of Corrections,” which was the result of the 2016 funding.  Warden at HDSP at the time, Brian Williams (now a NDOC Deputy Director) responded to that report by locking the whole prison down for about 3 months, under the guise of “safety and security” so he could bypass the due process requirements of NRS 209.369.

Between 2012 and 2015, I spent 820 days in the restrictive housing described in those reports (because of a false disciplinary).  I am still litigating that in order to ensure that no other inmate is subjected to that living hell like I was, particularly given the fact that most of the inmates in NDOC cannot speak for themselves effectively on the matter.  Those 820 days were a living death, with the complete destruction of family and community ties, and a slow, spiraling descent into insanity.  The conditions I have been subjected to at HDSP since September 2019 have been even worse than those 820 days, with all 3,500 inmates here being subjected to nothing but slavery and suffering without any rehabilitation.

        Wait…Shhhhh.  Do you hear that?  Yeah, that scratching at the door.  A scraping on the metal like a dog with glowing vulpine eyes tirelessly seeking shelter from the cold outside.  That’s despair and madness.  Scratching, scraping, clawing, furiously trying to get in.  I have to go.  It’s getting louder now, and I have to keep that beast from getting in.  I don’t know how, but I have to try.  I am one of approximately 3,500 inmates at High Desert State Prison.  That scratching beast is at the door of every man’s mind in here.

HDSP Coronavirus Update

On Friday, June 19, 2020, Unit 9 at HDSP was placed on yet another quarantine, purportedly for somebody in the unit testing positive for Covid-19, even though all the Unit 9 inmates were tested on June 1, 2020. They are not allowing anybody in Unit 9 to make any phone calls or check the kiosk to see if they’ve gotten any emails from loved ones. Unit 9 is the worker’s unit, where I reside, and a bunch of Unit 9 inmates filed grievances about this lockdown that’s going on four months now.

We have not had any visiting, law library, or chapel for over three months now. We have been given a total of four hours of yard in the past three months. Meanwhile, they send us to work in a warehouse, about 130 of us, two days a week, 8 to 9 hours a day. And they don`t have adequate policies or procedures in place to prevent the introduction of Covid-19 into HDSP, but they make sure to keep us locked down and cut off from our loved ones. No yard means no exercise means poor physical and mental health which means when we all get Covid-19 in here, it will kill more of us and all the quicker. HDSP is the only prison in Nevada here they are doing this. End of report.

Has Warden Williams Lost Control of High Desert State Prison?

That’s a good question on October 17th, 2019, as High Desert State Prison(HDSP) has been on full institutional lockdown for over a week now, with no end in sight. This current lockdown follows on the heels of an institutional lockdown at HDSP last month, which lasted almost nine days (that was 9/15 to 9/24). This has to be a short post because it’s Thursday night and I want to get this mailed before this weekend, in case I`m still locked down next week. So, same as during last month’s lockdown, here’s what’s going on: No visits, no phone calls, no yard, no gym, no canteen, no law library, no chapel. The regular menu of food replaced with less calories, constantly cold food. Locked in a cell 24 hours a day, getting out for a shower every three days.

The lockdown last month and this month are for GP doing work stoppages and hunger strikes. Tonight the guard said we would have been off of lockdown a few days ago except for the fact that Unit 12(a PC unit) acted up, and the guards had to do a major shakedown of all the PC units. The second major shakedown in six weeks, with guards bragging to eachother about getting 60 hours of overtime in the past week. Are there not enough guards to run HDSP? The “acting up” by Unit 12 was inmates not uncovering their lights or back windows, so the whole prison gets punished. What is going on here?

In my unit and pod, the guards are not properly trained for running a unit on lockdown. They have not cleaned the showers or tier one time this past week. When serving food, they slide trays across a dirty tray slot that hasn’t been cleaned all week, then stack the trays on top of eachother so the bottoms of trays are resting directly on the food of the trays below them. The air in my pod has been off for seven of the past eight days. Today I got called out to go to work in the morning, worked all day, then got a shower before being locked in my cell again. And tomorrow I will work all day again and return to my cell again. If I’m lucky, I get to take a shower in a shower that hasn’t been cleaned in about nine days.

I hate this shit, being cut off from my family and friends, being subjected to these unsanitary conditions, being forced to work while being locked in my cell the rest of the time. This is no way to run a prison. Hopefully I`ll be able to post again soon. In the meantime, I hope that everyone out there breathes deep the next time they go outside. Enjoy that freedom, that fresh air and sunlight. They are precious things. Even moreso, enjoy your time and contact with your loved ones.

Lockdowns (aka The Law of Diminishing Returns)

During my post about work, I completely forgot to include one of my paystubs. During a two-week period (i.e. a typical pay period), I usually get six boxes done. Though the pay is nominal, if you work fast enough, you can make a few dollars. The money made in a month isn`t enough to live well off of, but it can buy you some coffee and a few snacks. We were recently locked down for at least part of a day every day for almost a week straight. During that week, the lockdowns occurred during work for two of our four workdays. That cut my usual productivity in half.

The judge in my civil case finally screened my complaint, so I had to start going to the law library again to research for both an early mediation conference with the defendants’ representative (the Attorney General’s office) and to research for my response to the judge’s order. Law library happens to fall on Monday and Wednesday afternoons, during work. So I ended up missing half a day for two days that week. Then the lockdowns preventing me from working were on Tuesday and Thursday. So instead of six boxes in a two-week period, I completed only three boxes. Oh well. C’est la vie.

This is just a short post to add some paystubs so you guys can see both my earnings and some of the different casinos whose cards I’ve sorted. So if you see some of those cards for sale in a Dollar Store or similar venue, they just might be the cards I sorted and decked. Oh, in case you’re wondering about the “savings full” and “savings not full” columns, those are referring to the prison trust account savings. When you first come to prison, 10% of every deposit to your inmate trust is deducted and put into a savings account until your savings account reaches $400. Having been down (prison slang for “incarcerated”) for over twenty years, my savings is full. That savings sits there until your release. If you’re LWOP like me, it just sits there until you die in prison and the state gets to claim it as their own.

Other deductions also apply. If you owe any court fees for, say, a civil rights lawsuit in federal court ($350 filing fee), or an appeal to the 9th circuit ($505 filing fee), 20% is deducted from every deposit to your “books” (prison slang for “inmate trust account”) until the filing fee is paid off. Any copy work at the law library, legal postage, doctor’s visit, or medication are also deducted from deposits. There are quite a few guys working who don`t see any of their paychecks from work. They’re really working like slaves.

Alright, that’s all for now. I think in my next posts I`ll be getting back to posting my inventions from days gone by. Until next time, then, enjoy the warmth of Summer fast approaching.

JSPayStubs

Busy, Busy, Busy

I might as well maximize my time, write a couple of posts at once, then have them posted a few days apart. I hadn’t posted in a few weeks because I was busy writing a cross-motion for summary judgement for a guy with an excessive force case. The state had filed a motion for summary judgement, and the guy had 21 days to respond. The guy who had been helping him before is in a different unit now, and it takes months to get an appointment for the law library (not that any of the law library workers could help anyway), so if I didn`t help him, he would most likely lose his case. Luckily, it’s not a complicated case, and the facts and law for the one count aren’t too numerous or complex. It took me a couple of weeks to read everything and familiarize myself with the case and write out the cross-motion. The guards at another prison used obvious excessive force on this guy, and he doesn’t know much about the law, so I felt compelled to help him. It’s definitely one of the things in life that can make you feel good: helping others.

Now my focus shifts to helping my friend, Mike, with his criminal appeal. He had a lawyer working on it for him, but it got denied at the first level (judicial district court) at the same time his lawyer was diagnosed with brain cancer. The criminal justice system doesn’t care, though: Mike has 33 days to file a notice of appeal, and it’s already been 23days. After I get that done, I need to prep for discovery for my civil case so I can prove a conspiracy between the defendants. That–the discovery process–will be a battle in and of itself, but I`ll do my best.

I’ve run out of time if I want to get this to the presses this week, so I`ll end here for now. Quickly, though, my stock picks for the week: Under Armour, Alphabet, and Amazon. Under Armour has been oversold by the market and the current price (around $16 a share for the class C shares) is a great entry point. The shares will probably hit $20-$30 a share in the next 12 months.

Alright, take care everyone, and be good to each other.

High Desert State Prison Locked Down

Thursday, August 24th, 2017

Indian Springs, Nevada

Soundtrack: “Doin’ Time” by Sublime.

“On lockdown like a penitentiary.” Ah, yes, the good ol’ prison lockdown rears its ugly head at HDSP again. The skies are blue, a few solitary clouds float freely across those blue skies. A beautiful day to be outside, get some fresh air. Nope. “No yard for you!” As a matter of fact, no movement out of your cell at all!

It’s Thursday afternoon, and we’ve been locked down for three days now. According to a reliable source, three different assaults on staff took place over the weekend–Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. I`m pretty sure all of the assaults on guards took place in general population, yet the warden slams protective segregation, as well. I’ve never understood the oft-used “group punishment” here in prison. One inmate, or a few(at most) violate the rules and the prison response is to punish every inmate within a certain radius. All those other inmates are following the rules, doing nothing wrong, but they get punished arbitrarily because a guard or an administrator is mad. The result is that the threat of punishment holds less sway. “Wait, I get punished even when I follow the rules? Well, what the fuck?” What the fuck, indeed. There is no reward for following the rules, and punishment is forthcoming, so what’s the point?

The last time I was out on tier was Monday afternoon, after I got yard. I’ve been out of my cell a few times to pick up my food tray and take it back to my cell, and I’ve been out of my cell once for a shower (yesterday). That’s it. The rest of the time has been spent in my cell. Luckily I was one of the last to shower yesterday, so I had an hour to get a good workout in before showering. When I`m locked down like this, I won’t work out unless I know I have a shower coming that day. My celly and I worked out while bumping my workout playlist on my boom box, alternating our sets because there’s not enough floor space for us to both exercise at the same time. A couple hundred squats, a couple hundred push-ups, and a hundred lunges. I`m a bit sore today, but not too much.

The longer the lock down, the antsier I get. I usually use lock downs to clean and wash. I give the sink and toilet and floor a thorough scrubbing, then wash the floor rag and the towel I have at the cell entry(for preventing dirt and hair from coming into cell under the door). After the cell’s clean, I move on to laundry. I wash all my laundry as is–boxers, socks, shirts on a pretty much daily or bi-daily basis–but heavier items like shorts, towels, and sheets get washed once every two weeks. Washing everything by hand in a tiny-ass sink with limited water-flow is seriously time consuming. As of today, everything except my yard shorts is clean. I hand wash everything because I`m not a fan of putting my clothes in a laundry bag, sending them to “laundry” where they will be washed in large industrial washing machines that actually get your clothes dirtier after being mixed in a soup of God knows what, and wondering what diseases and bacteria have been infused into my clothes and sheets. If you saw how dirty and nasty some of these guys in here are, you would wash all your clothes by hand, too. Not just your clothes–all of your laundry. Just say no to sharing bodily fluids in prison. No MRSA for me, thank you very much.

Anyway, pretty much everything is clean, so I’ve been catching up on some long overdue reading. I’ve been grinding my way through The Complete Grimm’s Fairy tales. The first couple hundred pages(the first forty stories) maintained my interested as I found the origins for many popular Disney stories and fairy tales in general, and the overt violence in the stories I’d previously only known the sanitized versions of was intriguing. Then the stories began repeating themselves, and the previously entertaining non sequitur endings became annoying. Now, as I near page 560, the endless repetition grates on my nerves like a song played on repeat too many times. However, I’m committed to reading every single story. Only about 300 pages to go! Jesus wept.

Ah, I also took the time to sew some holes in my tier shorts. Yes, I have multiple pairs of shorts for multiple settings. There are my yard shorts, for working out in (both on the yard and at the gym). Then there’s my tier shorts, strictly for wearing on the tier (the phones don’t have any stools or chairs, so it’s either stand the whole time or sit on the ground when on the phone). Then there’s my cell shorts that I wear only in my cell so I`m not sitting on my bed(which also functions as my desk, my couch, and my workspace) with dirty ass shorts from outside. So, yeah, used a sewing kit to sew some holes.

The hardest part about lock downs like this is missing my wifey, going so long without talking to her on the phone. As she and I are wont to say: I miss my person. My poor wifey has endured too many of these lock downs with me to count. I don`t talk a lot about it, but I am in awe of her. She has been through so much with me, so much for me. I am truly lucky and blessed to have her. This life is impossibly hard for us together at times. I can’t even imagine how it would be without my indefatigable and selfless partner by my side. It’s astonishing to me when I think about the fact that we have been together for over fourteen years, married for almost eight years now. Thank you for your strength, my love, for your faith, and for never giving up on me.

On that note, I wish everyone the best, and I bid you adieu for now. Get outside, breathe that fresh air, enjoy the weather, and feel the sun–or rain or wind–on your face. In short, enjoy your freedom. Summertime, and the livin’s easy.

Lockdown and Inventions

Hello again, everyone. It’s another lockdown day. This shit is starting to feel like max-security more and more every day. The lockdowns are getting more frequent, with less time in between each one. They don`t seem to bother my celly: he just sleeps all day when we’re locked down. I sleep too much when I get depressed, but my body hurts if I just lay in bed for a whole day like that. When I suffered severe depression in my teens and twenties(and more recently during my 800-plus days in solitary), I would sometimes sleep for days on end, getting up for a couple hours to eat or piss, then curling up in a ball and sleeping again. At its worst, that would go for four or five days straight. That’s why I`m so in awe of my wife: despite her severe depression, she gets out of bed every day and faces everything the world throws at her. Depression ain’t no joke, but you don`t know until you’ve actually experienced it. I had hoped my wifey’s depression would disappear of its own accord when she turned 30, like it did for me, but it didn’t. I wish I could take away her depression, take it onto myself, or just banish it to some other dimension. Le sigh.

Alright, time to post some more old inventions…

*05/12/02*

               “Your computer must have a “voice”, a vocabulary, and ability to dial numbers (until computers can just communicate with each other). You have your schedule along with a history of dental, medical, visits, etc. At the six-month mark, your computer adds your appointment to your schedule, calls doctor, and makes appointment for you.”

               “Answering service: machine computer gives message based on who’s calling. “Hey this is J’s computer. He’s not here right now–he’s off doing this or that–if it’s important, hit 1. If it’s not, leave a message. If the person hits 1, the call is forwarded.”

               “When appointment is mad, computer informs you. [Note to self: work out details on this. It’s the new paradigm].”

               “Samsung’s Home Media Center(w/Microsoft)is the first step toward the home network server(first incarnation of it).”

I wanted to comment on the home network server. That was an idea of mine back in 2002, because I didn`t foresee the advent of cloud computing. I envisioned the home network of the future being run by a server in the home, a secure server storing a family’s full music and movie collection, and all of  their important documents. Cloud computing has negated the need for on-site storage at this point, but I think the home network should have its own server anyway, just so consumers aren’t at the mercy of Amazon outages.

As a brief side note, when there’s a pullback in the stock market(a decline of 5%-10%)–wich will probably happen in the next six months–buy shares of Amazon, Facebook, Microsoft, and Alphabet. The highest growth industries of the next decade will be self-driving cars, drones, virtual reality, augmented reality, cloud computing, artificial intelligence, machine learning, data mining, and the Internet of Things. Those four companies are at the forefront of those industries.

That’s all for today. Be kind to one another and live in the wonder of the technological landscape you inhabit.

Lockdown Musings

Well, it’s another lockdown day. Starting last month, the prison has been instituting full-day lockdowns every week. We’ve been locked down all day on March 30th, and April 6th, 8th, 9th, 14th, and today–the 21st. Supposedly HDSP has been short-staffed on those days because guards are off somewhere training and/or being trained. However, information gathered on the inmate grapevine is not always 100% accurate. Heh.

Regardless, this sucks because I was supposed to have yard today, and since I`m already limited to only four hours of yard a week, I get only three hours this week. I get no yard on the weekends, and the cell I`m in gets no direct sunlight through the window, and I don`t get to leave my unit to go anywhere except for yard, gym, visits, law library, medical, or chapel…So, I will not breathe outside air, nor feel sunlight on my face, for almost four days straight. So much time indoors makes a person go a bit stir-crazy. It takes a lot of mental strength to deal with shit like this year in and year out without going crazy.

That’s not the point of today’s post, though. Today I’ve spent my time reading the April issue of the Atlantic. There was a great article (the cover-story, in fact) about sexism in Silicon Valley, which is reflective of sexism across the country. Silicon Valley’s response is $300 million from Intel devoted to “diversity efforts over the next five years,” Apple pledging $50 million to “partner with non-profits that work to improve the pipeline of women and minorities going into tech,” and Google increasing “its annual budget for promoting diversity from $115 million to $150 million.” Those commitments were made in 2015. So, $500 million spent…but on what, and to what avail? The rest of the article(here’s the link for whoever wants to read the original: “Why Is Silicon Valley So Awful To Women” by Liza Mundy) talks about seminars at corporations, apps to eliminate gender bias in t he hiring process, and unconscious-bias training as potential solutions to this problem. I think these are short-sighted solutions. This is a subject that’s personal to me because I saw my mom battle this shit when I was a kid and she was working at a tech company. She got paid less than she should have, and suffered all manner of discrimination both blatant and tacit, despite her intelligence and capabilities.

What’s the better solution, you ask? Well, first things first: put those hundreds of millions of dollars toward training and teaching today’s girls and young women to be tomorrow’s programmers, engineers, leaders, business executives, and scientists. If you create a pipeline of females to fill these positions, the numbers will shift. This problem of unconscious-bias toward women is deeply ingrained in our culture, society, and each of our psyches. Trying to change that with some training seminars aimed at adults won’t produce the substantive change that’s needed. It’s better to focus on finding camps and scholarships for girls and women with the stated goal of creating a higher percentage of female engineers, scientists, programmers, and business executives relative to the population numbers than males. I.E. if 13% of the male population in America are programmers, and 25% are business executives, then the “Women First” initiative would fund camps and scholarships with the stated goal of making 15% of the female population programmers, and 28% of the female population business executives. Or, if you want, make it a strictly numbers game, without worrying about percentages. If there are 200,000 male programmers in America, the stated goal will be creating 210,000 female programmers in America. Set aggressive goals to surpass men, not just create parity.

A second solution is for women to vote with their wallets. No, not just in stores, but in investments. If a fund of company does not have parity for women in pay and management positions, sell that investment and invest in companies that have those things. Or be an activist investor wherein you pool your resources with other women in order to buy enough shares in companies to put forth shareholder resolutions such as a stated corporate mandate that women will be paid the same as men, and women will account for half of management positions. This solution would be pursued in conjunction with the camp and scholarship solution.

For my part, I need someone technical on my team for the invention I`m working on. So if there are any women out there who are programmers or engineers familiar with robotics and electronics, and are passionate about those things, and you would want to work on a start-up, please contact me or my wife. I don`t have the technical skills or training to perfect my invention: my skill set is the conceptual and create thinking, and the business forecasting necessary for envisioning the product and its potential profitability in the future.  I`ll have my current partner send you an NDA and all our invention notes and specs so far.

Alright, that’s all for today. Those are my lockdown musings for the moment.